Sorry i dont wish to explain myself now.
You've done this to me twice; i never said anyth.
You've found someone too.
And you just contradicted what you told me a week ago.
But nvm i dont wanna argue with you.
Hmm maybe it isnt better after all cause im afraid i'll be cold towards you :/

AHHH 15 NOV!

Ahhhhh meltsxzxzxzxz.

Hmm this just occurred to me.
What the hell is wrong w that p__ huh.
Im not being biased or wtv here but more of practical.
If it's what you're doing out of anger or power, then you're just so shallow seriously.
Unless there's at least one good reason for your action?
Sighhh and this is one good reason why i cant wait to leave cedar.
:/

And, i miss US so bad.
Dont blame you for not feeling the same way as me.
People change, life changes.
Get used to it.

Thursday was freaking awesomeeee(:
Spent my day at bishan library with V and Fats.
I was kinda afraid it would be weird but thank god it wasnt.
It wasnt exactly productive for me as usual, when im with fats.
But nvm, i loved every moment i spent with them that day.
It was like some primary school outing though haha.
Thank youuu, you two for thursday <3

School's starting ahhh i dont know how im gonna get up early ):
Oh yeah trip to parthi is confirmed and we're going for christmas!!
Im kinda excited about joining the choir and all (I CAN SING OKAY).
But 12 days seems really really long suddenly :/

Just read your letter, after more than 10mths at least.
Cant believe i freaking cried :/
But it's okay, i love the way things btwn us are now.
Still rmb that one particular sentence you said 2 yrs ago.
And im thankful for that.
(:

Okay decided to revive it now.
Wanted to abandon this blog actually, but the tags from rosalind, p and boo made me wanna revive it(:
And there are nice memories here too, just that im not letting YOU read it go study.
Im sorry if im missing out on punctuations and stuff, i got influenced :/

Hmm okay i dont quite know where to start from.
Prelim2 over.
Ahhh cant wait for o's to be over.

Today started off quite well and i was glad i could spend time w you like we used to butttt tsk your stupid phone spoilt it all ):
Teachers' Day celebrations tmr.
The celebrations has never been the exciting part. It's when ex cedarians you wanna see come back that makes the whole day special. But no one interesting
is coming back tmr ):
Hmm a few maybe? But not the few special ones ):

Life has been quite good so far.
With those occasional upsetting moments ofc.
But knowing that there are people there for you to fall back on is a really great comfort.

Im really sleepy now.
Hahaha oh yeah i woke up with certain scenes in my mind which i freaking couldnt forget!

I'M GONNA REVIVE MY BLOG SOOOOON :D