.Wednesday, October 1, 2008 ' 1:29 PM Y
when you sit down and look back;
mrs foong gave us some tidbits and ms thang gave us lollipops yest(:
I got reminded so much of primary school, when we used to be so excited.
Trying to guess the presents each one of the teachers would give us. Haha!
And ohmygosh, im p4! I rmb going to help my tamil teacher during recess and she wanted to play with me! So i called afew more of my classmates and we started playing some ball thing! Hahah gosh, those were the times(:
Ohwell, i don't quite miss it actually.
Today, i sat down and thought. I thought so much. But it still dosen't seem to get into my head :/
But anw, i realised many things.
1. I realised that i still think about you at least once a week, or whenever i see you. I wonder how things are going on with you. No matter how much i detest seeing you, i know there's still part of me which misses your presence. But i don't want to feel this way. How?
2. I realised that i'm disappointed cause no one understands.
3. I realised i'm confused cause i don't know what to do.
4. I realised i'm sad cause i never thought you'd be so affected. And stop jumping to conclusions will you? Anw, i'm just going to wait for the right time. Till then, i hope you'll be okay my dear(:
I just want to let you know that you're still very important to me. So..yeah.
5. I realised no matter how hard i try, i still feel the same way. It's a feeling deep inside. It's not some paper which can just be torn and thrown away. Okay crap, but i'm still trying.
Someone else dosen't feel too good too. So, please cheer up(:
It's nice to know that there are people out there who randomly check on how i am :D
thanks diviya(:
I'm desperately in need of motivation. Tskk.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
(to someone, i'm glad you finally know it's on 1 oct. haha!)
and, HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY KIDDOS(:
SARANYA