.Monday, December 8, 2008 ' 4:42 PM Y
I'm sick of staying at home.I'm sick of watching tv.I'm sick of sleeping.I'm sick of using the com.I'm sick of medicines.grahhhhhhh, this sucks.I want trg.I want camp group meeting. I want to go to school.I want to go to go out with squaddies.I want dhivya to come back fasterrrr.I want things to be the way they were afew months back.grahhhhhhh, this sucks too.I took out my little box and read all my letters just now, including the ones a recieved last year. And every time i read old letters, i get emotional. Sheesh :/ It brings back so many old memories.Suddenly, i wish i was back at cedar avenue 1 with my squadmates(: just a random feeling. I miss the times we used to stay back after school and walk around the school aimlessly; last year.I miss the times i used to force dhivya to take longer routes with me on purpose; last year.I miss the times i went to school during holidays for dance practices; last year.I miss the times i continuously msged someone during the june hols; last year.I miss the times we could walk all the way to the fourth floor for tamil lessons; last year.I miss the silly little fights we used to have; last year.I miss the mfw practices we used to have at the back of the canteen; last year.The list will never end.):Thank you disciple. I needed that(:Alright, i've given up. Leaving in a week's time, but i'm not looking forward at all.
SARANYA