Hold on to the truth in your heart.

.Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ' 8:07 PM Y

today's been a good day :D
and to somebody, i was happy DEEP INSIDE. for a while at least. HAHA!

the lessons were quite okay la, generally, except for TAMIL
bleaghh
PE was so fun!
we played our own games again(:
and i obviously played badminton
it's so fun luh
and dhivya has finally learned how to serve properly
haha yay, congratulations!
i'm so nice eh? tsk!
and i found out smth
samantha gives weird poses while playing badminton. HAHA!
ps. i hope she dosen't see this :p

oh, and miss was is reallyyy mean
she called dhivya and me THE TWO CRAZY GIRLS!
so nice of her eh?

after school we went to watch that movie at science centre
it was QUITE interesting lah
dhivya and i had to walk around the entire theatre to look for a place cause we were the last few to come in
and i ended up sitting beside HANAN, she's damn contradicting luh
HAHA!
but i fell asleep halfway
haha!
it was damn shiok to sleep there
oh yes, before the movie started, Dhivya was like " I'm quite scared"
HAHAHA WTH! and it's her first time going to the omni-theatre. oops:/

didn't do much once we came back to skl
i wanted to do maths hw, but obviously i didn't
2m was having their farewell party for ramya cause she's leaving this sat
they orderes canadian pizza!
that stooopid rugaiyah and (theresa?) somehow got abit when they don't even know her la.
but i didn't get even a single bit! :(
but it's okay luh, i don't really like canadian pizza anw. HAHA!
walked around the skl with disciple(:
and we talked and talked and SANG! haha
i think my singing's nicer than yours lar!
hahahha!
and we didn't go for trg today :(

uh huh! i rmb what i wanted to say
dhivya's damn klakka la
when we were in the bus, she stoop up and then when she sat down again, she sat on the coke!
and everything just spilled on her seat
we almost died la, MS THANG!
but luckily she didn't notice anything
dhivya and coke just CAN NEVER get along
the first time she spilled the whole cup in the middle of j8
then she spilled it my bed
and now, this! BEST LA

i found out smth from someone today
and i'm really damn shocked
YUCK!

zhi hui gave me a random hug today :D
yay, she found her wallet!
she's damn nice, like me(x
HAHAH!

random. i like to receive letters. HAHA!

you, don't be so dis-heartened okay
don't be saddd!
it will not help you in any way
it's not your fault that it always happens to you
so don't blame yourself for everything luh
must watch the video! that was the main reason of sending that video to you
cheer up okayyy(:

.Saturday, April 26, 2008 ' 11:32 PM Y

i went for tamil tution at 6.30pm today
when i usually go at 10
well, there was an advantage
my tutuion teacher gave me two slices of chocolate and pandan cake
damn nice lar
and i only stayed for one and a half hour.

i woke up this morning thinking that it was a sunday when i actually had trg!
plox la! hahah!
but i still RUSHED and i managed to reach on time
and wan ping got caught in the lift
that's when i remembered the incident when i almost got caught in the lift once
it was damn scaryyy
i can even feel my heart beating damn fast now la

today's trg was fun(:
we played captain's ball
and i was the captain (even though im SHORT)
and i can catch the ball okay, PERSON!
hahhaha!
you only scared of the ball
that sarang best la. scream and scream only
damn funny luh
then we watched the fdc video :/
and yeap, continued with trg

i followed wan ping and theresa to pp macs after trg
maybe for another reason actually
but i'm not gonna say anthing ald, like i said
malu ald ah :(
shit, i better go mug for rcv

eh, you're not the worst la kuku
why must you listen to what others say?
believe in yourself!!
and don't talk nonsense, LUNATIC(:

HAPPY BELATED BRTHDAY MICHELLE!

i think about it for a short while,

and then i wonder if the problem is with me

i'm gonna elope with diyanah some time soon(:

.Friday, April 25, 2008 ' 10:51 PM Y

this is really getting on my nerves already
yeah, i'm so looking forward to failing all my tests la?
wah, how nice ah!
wthhhhh!

at once you'll be supporting me and another time you'll be on the other side
so what are you trying to say?
play safe ah, in between
and you think you're helping?
not a single bit!
you're just making me feel worse.
blahhhhhhh

it's been a really bad day
i hope things would be better tmr.
please?

i'll always be here for you baby bear(:
i hope you're really okay

everyone knows when i'm angry,

but no one knows when i'm feeling down

and i know i'm not hiding it

i just can never show it

.Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ' 8:53 PM Y

it's hitting me hard now, real hard

.Monday, April 21, 2008 ' 11:16 PM Y

BAD DAY;

i'm seriously damn pissed lanow
wth is wrong with you?!
i really feel like slapping your face now
after 17 years,this is what you do la
best!
bahhhh!

i dunno why, but i'm almost pissed with the whole world today.
bleagh
so it's my fault that ________
JHGHFJHGFAGGGJDFG!!!!
go to hell laaaa
and stop boasting la
we all know that you're smart, BUT STILL
who cares la?!?!

BABY BEAR!
you're the best of the best!
you never fail to make me happyyyy(:
and TAKE CARE laaaa!
one day, i'm really gonna come up to you and pull you out of it.
TSK TSK

tears held back;

.Sunday, April 20, 2008 ' 8:42 PM Y

i'm listening to happy songs to relieve stress now
omg, ART CAN GO TO HELL!
dance exam is finaly overr
and i screwed it pretty badly :(
but i hope the practica makes up for all the marks i lost in the theory part
ahhh!

. ' 2:34 PM Y

ROSALIND! - i tell youuu. says:
YOU BTR UPDATE YOUR BLOG AH
ROSALIND! - i tell youuu. says:
YOURE SO DIMB!!!

and that was done on purpose
hahahhaha!!

. ' 12:50 AM Y

i want to sleep but i'm not sleepy :(
and i've no one to talk to now. bahhh!

i was talking to nice person for quite some time
okay maybe more like crapping with her. haha(x
after soooo long!
she's just so fun to bullyyyy!

oh my i can't take it
and temptation's making me do this. sorry :/

narmadha. tied together with a smile says:
oh my god
narmadha. tied together with a smile says:
i'm so dimb

notice the word DIMB
hahahahha!
you make me smile(:

PLOX:D

.Saturday, April 19, 2008 ' 5:05 PM Y

plox la!
art is so crap
and there are so many things to dooo
art presentation
lit storyboard
music script
history video
and CHINESE MOCK TEST
bleagh

there was smth here, but i deleted it
SIGH, WHY AM I SO NICE :D

.Monday, April 14, 2008 ' 10:27 PM Y

how could you disappoint me?

. ' 9:47 PM Y

today was a little weird i guess
i woke up feeling damn tired
spent the last 15-20 mins of the summary test sleeping
and ms wan almost accused me of cheating la!
thanks to somebody ah, act blur only
tamil was HORRIBLE

the only lesson which was fun was maths i guess
maths was after sci lab
so when we came down, mr tay was ald there
and all of us were waiting for abi to open the door
and that wonderful girl said she'd left the key on the table, but locked the door
how smart! haha!
but accidents do happen(x
then we waited for like 15 mins for the key but we could not get it from anyone
so who came to the rescue? DEBBIE HO MIN(:
she squeezed her whole body through that small hole la!
thanks to the motivation i gave her. oops, HAHA!
then we spent the whole of the maths lesson crapping la. YAY!

amirah and i just went MIA from csp today, to go for trg
but someone had to be so self-centered, and lied some stupid crap to us so that we'd go
and she would not have to fall in on her own?! WTH
it's seriously damn annoying
but yeap,i can't really be bothered

after trg, amarah, rosa and i went to 2i to complete some stuff
it was damn funnyyyy! HAHA!
i think i should learn how to stop snorting
we didn't manage to do much though =/
oh, and i got laughed at during trg, AGAIN
cause of my pink shirt. bleagh

cause i don't shine if you don't shine

.Sunday, April 13, 2008 ' 12:38 AM Y

bah, i'm not sleepy
cause i came home after cip and slept for 2 hours
i wonder how some people can sleep so soon even after sleeping. tis keh

anw, all the tests are overrr. FINALLY.
had geog on monday. is was okayy
science on tuesday. damn screwed. i think i'm just so not a science person
history and maths on wednesday. both were okay
and LASTLY, lit on thursday. i dunno wth i was writing. so yeah
but it's over ald!
so i shall not say anything more

yest was sports day
and garde won, AGAIN!
why garde so pro? haha!
2C ALSO WON the (i dunno what)
but who cares? we still won smth as a class(:

we had enrolment ceremony and cip today
the whole thing was supp to end at ard 5 but we ended at like 1?!
the enrolment ceremony was at bendemeer sec (amarah was so pissed) haha!
it was quite boring though
we just sat there and watched some videos and of course, the ceremony which lasted for about 30 mins?
then we had lunch there too
it was quite funny though
rosalind: eh, the the chicken got ice-cream stick! cheat my feelings ah!
me: sice when chicken got stick one?
amirah: -turned and looked at us and continued eating. SUCH A PIG!
me: i know i know! it's mock chicken lahh!
HAHA!
i didn't know how to eat it using the fork
i tried but i know it was damn unglam, so i just threw it away =/
and we were already being laughed at.
since the sec 3s weren't there yet, we used the backup plan for the cip
the cip which was supp to start at 2 ended at 1! how interesting
then i came home and slept(:
peace.

it was a small mistake
no one expected things to become so serious
you can't be blaming yourself for everything too
we'll just have to wait and see
it all depends on one person
and, i'm not angry with you la(x

it's just a matter of time

sometimes a wish i knew how to invent my own time machine

.Friday, April 11, 2008 ' 10:45 PM Y

i have a sudden urge-
to run away into a forest and stay there for a day
to get away from all these complications

.Wednesday, April 9, 2008 ' 12:04 AM Y

damn, i'm starving and maths is making me sleepyy

.Tuesday, April 8, 2008 ' 9:38 PM Y

oh my god!
stupid history is making me go mad laaa
if only history was not there,
if history was never known as history
bleagh, i'm talking nonsense
see, THIS IS WHAT HISTORY DOES TO ME!
and that stupid splitting headache
AND probabilityyyy
go to hell lah!

and why does the can milo taste abit like blood? =/

i think i made a big mistake by telling something to dhivya
i bet her ego is like wayyyy more than mine now. HAH
but i meant what i said lar(:

there's no trg tmr
which means i'll end at 1
so early?!

ahhhhhh, i'm getting so annoyed
but still, talking to a lunatic is nice :D

.Thursday, April 3, 2008 ' 10:27 PM Y

i just conferenced with tian qi, amarah and rosa just now
PEER PRESSURE LAH!
damn, i'm seriously disturbed now.
AHHH I'M DAMN CONFUSED!
and i can't decide too
it feels like a really big decision. BAHHH!

D:

i hope i made the right decision,

but i still feel guilty

.Tuesday, April 1, 2008 ' 9:25 PM Y

i like heartfelt talks(: