Hold on to the truth in your heart.

.Monday, June 30, 2008 ' 12:25 AM Y

i'd rather listen tand follow than learn things the hard way
guide me, will you?

.Saturday, June 28, 2008 ' 10:17 PM Y

SYFOC' O8 (:

Hur, it's over. I'm quite sad though. It's over so faaaaaaaaaast. But it was really good though(: That moment when we marched in, it just felt so good. I'll sure miss everything. All the trainings, cheers, games, bus rides and all other crap. Thanks alot to all who came down to support us on thursday(:

I think i'm gonna follow discipe's method. I should just write whatever i feel (which obviously cannot be posted on the world wide web) and put it in a secret box. Okay set. Thanks for that wonderful idea man(:

I had so many things to say about syf but i'm just not in the mood to. Hur :/ Thanks for listening to me man(: I realise this post has many smileys. How ironic, damn it. I've found out smth. Shit, it's conditional. Maybe i should learn to be more direct. Ahhhh.

i've got to keep reminding myself,

.Wednesday, June 25, 2008 ' 9:15 PM Y

I want to post but i'm just too tired. Hurr :/
Although we slacked our day throughout. Haha!
But yaye, today was so goooooooood :D
cause i was greeted by someone in the morning; coincidence(:

.Sunday, June 22, 2008 ' 12:51 PM Y

HURRRRRRRRRR, now i don't feel like going back to school D: I feel so cheated! Now we've to go to school on mon amd tues. Stupiddd! I really don't feel like blogging now. So i don't know what i'm doing here. I should be completing my science now. Oh yay, i'm looking forward to thursday :DDDD But i cant have macs breakfast cause my sister has work ): Cheat my feelings. There's dance later. I'm trying to look forward to it. Haha! And where's disciple?!!

Theresa

Dhivya was TRYING to jump. But cannot make it la. She's still short anw. Hahaha shh!

Debbie

Haha, no lah not that i dowan to put your pics. And hello you don't talk so much. You're still shorter than me! hahahhaa!

Archana

Ehhhhh you're MIA-ing now! Throw your phone into the long kang lah!

Prashanti

Pls ah, i don't miss you. You were the one who told my sis that you missed me. Haha KUKU! I must report to you where i go one ah? Haha, and i dont think i'm going this thursday. So don't miss me okay? :p

Kishen

Eh i admit, i don't think i'll grow much taller anymore. But it's okay. SHORT PEOPLE ARE GREAT PEOPLE YO(: unlike you! hahah, so mean.

Rosalind

Hahah yeah, it was external trg. It was okay luh but i was soo sleepy i slept on the bus. That sarang damn mean, she laugh at theresa sleeping. haha! oh and the ___ quite gay. HAHA!

Teddy

Huh?! Talking about who where? And you finally admitted it! HAHA.

the face of mine now breaks into a smile,

.Tuesday, June 17, 2008 ' 9:47 PM Y

Suddenly i feel like i'm really missing someone. Maybe not. i read throgh my old msges and i thought about what we were doing exaxtly a year ago. I don't want things to be like how it was last time but it just feels really weird, all of a sudden. This morning i was looking through some pics and that's when i started to ponder about this. I still rmb the question you asked last year. I don't even rmb what you sound like now. Heh, not that i want to. It just makes me feel so confused. Hurrrr i don't like this. And that's why i say, it's not good for me to stay at home cause i'll end up thinking too much. No matter how much i try to study, i'll get so distracted by the laptop and FOOD.

Anw, yaye school's starting next week. I can't waaaaaaaaaait! I'm looking forward to not being so free. Haha! But damn, we won't be attending school for the first week :/ I'll miss walkwalks in the mornings and running away quietly. HOHO! Had trg in the morning yest. Went to clarke quay again to do history project. Went to eat at the central first and then we started our work. It was rather productive though there were only 5 of us. We took alot of pics too.Haha!

i seriously think this is damn retarded

i need motivation,

.Sunday, June 15, 2008 ' 9:51 PM Y

I seriously hate talking about life and death and this kind off stuff. It just gives me that 'err' feeling. Oh yes ERR! i have changed your name in my phone already(: And i'm chatting with TANWEILIN now. Yaye, it's been really long la. Must go out soon okay?

IM FREAKING HELL PISSED NOW. HURRRRRRRRRRRR
damn you. thank you for making me so pissed.

. ' 3:07 PM Y

take me away,

Yaye, thank you for that damn retarded post yest, DISCIPLE(:
Damn, i'm listening to some random songs which remind me so much of certain stuff. Tskkkkkk, i don't like it. I hate to listen to the songs which remind me of certain places, people or incidents. It makes me feel so emo. Hur!

But anw, yest was such a pleasant day(: Had trg in the morning. I guess it was trg that made my day so nice. I felt so motivated! Haha! And we cheered on the bus. Some ppl are just damn klakka. Haha, okay nvm. We even sang national day songs. Then came home and slept for 4hrs straight. Hoho, i felt like a bum.

Not forgetting, FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH. I don't believe in it luh. Anw i had tution at 10 on friday but i only left my house at 9.50. I was supp to take 54 but i ended up taking 56 cause i saw a double digit bus and i got so excited i just hopped onto the bus :/ and i ended up at some weird busstop. I felt so retarded. So i called my teacher and told her i'll be late. When i reached there at 10.40, she told me "So you're here after going around singapore" Hahahah! Hur, i'm not going for dance class today ):

ROSALIND. - i miss nooramirahbteamir. ): says:
today sucked man, srsly
saranya(: nooramirahbteamir! says:
SRSLY?!
saranya(: nooramirahbteamir! says:
when did YOU use that?
ROSALIND. - i miss nooramirahbteamir. ): says:
SINCE I NEEDED SMTH TO MAKE FUN OF!?
ROSALIND. - i miss nooramirahbteamir. ): says:
HAHAH!

Some of you'll might not understand. So, this is from an earlier conversation.

ROSALIND(: says:
or to quote narmadha.. srsly
ROSALIND(: says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
ROSALIND(: says:
her srsly so damn funny

HAHAHHAHAH. I'n not blackmailing okay. I just found it damn funny. And i realised that both our msn nicks had amarah's full name in it. And azri had BONGOLO in hers. Haha!
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okay, i shall reply tags.

ROSALIND

Ohmygiddy! Did you say rugai is cute? Pls don't insult the word cute. It's tooooo cute for rugai. Hahahah i hope she dosen't see this :/ Okay la you're nicer than dhivya but i'm still nicer than the both of you'll what. HOHO(: And thanks for that damn unglam pic ah.

GLORIA

Hello little girl! haha, oh i saw you in school too. You looked so tiny. And i saw limshumin on saturday but she didn't see me. She would have got some kind of motivation to do better if she had seen me. Hahaha!

AMARAH

Hur, you're in bongolo now. See la cause of you rosalinda is sick now. She misses you too much already. Faster come baaaaack! ):

KISHEN

Diam okay! Hahah, my family was talking about you and your diam on the way back today. Okay the next time we play donkey, i bet with you i will NOT get donkey. Set!

NARMADHA

Thanks ah thanks. I can dedicate a pic to you also. You want? Haha :p

DHIVYA

Why should i announce to the whole world about a cat, LUNATIC one?! hahaha you admitted it okay. Yes i know i'm nice lah :D HAHA EGOOO

Suddenly i miss TANWEILIN :/

GET WELL SOON DISCIPLEEEE :D

.Saturday, June 14, 2008 ' 10:32 PM Y

HELLO! This is shifu's disciple blogging for her as she is probably too lazy to blog.
Err i mean saranya's disciple HAHAHAHAH. Yoohoo, i honestly have no idea what i'm supposed to blog about. Okay i shall find funny conversations to post.
yeah i found one! Presenting saren's egoness:

ROSALIND. - irreversible hurt. says:
I WANT TO GO AND WATCH SYF!!
SARANYA(: im sorry, says:
I WANT TO GO AND WATCH NDP!!
ROSALIND. - irreversible hurt. says:
AHAHAHAHA
ROSALIND. - irreversible hurt. says:
SYF NICER GOT TENGTENGTENG(:
SARANYA(: im sorry, says:
YOU KNOW THAT PART'S NICE?
SARANYA(: im sorry, says:
cause i'm in it!!! (:
SARANYA(: im sorry, says:
HAHAHAH

Ah see, SO EGO! TSK! HAHAHHAHA. Okay dunno what to blog again! I don't really dare to speak freely cos' her blog is so famous, D: later i offend some aunty down the street and she come and scold me! ): YO! I've got it! I shall end this post with a photo of saren!

YAYE!
HAHAHAHAH.

okay byebye! don't miss me!

-SAREN'S DISCIPLE (bet you don't know who i am!)
actually maybe you do lah HAHAHAHAH.

.Friday, June 13, 2008 ' 9:47 PM Y

AMARAH'S LEAVING FOR BONGOLO TOMORROW

oh i think the pic is damn nice, CAUSE I TOOK IT. Hahaha!

ROSALIND. - irreversible hurt. says:
HAHA the kishen so funny always call you kuku

yes, THE KISHEN. An animal. To be more precise, a donkey! Hahaha! Please don't kill me :/
Okay dhivya's MIA-ing. like SRSLY! Hahaha!
Disciple's overjoyed. Not cause she's talking to me though): Cause she found out smth. Haha, damn mean luh!

the sunshine of love,

.Thursday, June 12, 2008 ' 2:44 PM Y

behind every beautiful thing there is some kind of pain,

I can't wait for school to start again. I feel so guilty wasting so much of time now. Hur, but there are so many uncompleted projects. ( Dhivya's singing on the phone now and she sounds like cat, gone mad. Like a lunatic. Haha! ) We were just talking about how fast time pasts and how many incidents have happened throughout this one and a half years. I WANT SCHOOOOOOL! I've to go and find smth to do tmr cause i cannot stay at home already. It makes me think alot. Nyeh.

Omg, rugai's so funny. I just msged her randomly and she asked me so many questions. There was a "?!" at the end of every sentence even when she asked if smth was fun. Wth! And she even told me she lost to her cousin in ps football. ?!?!?! HAHA! Oh _____ likes rugai! OOPS:/ Of all ppl, her. Tsk! haha.

Disciple sent me a random msg last night. And my heart just melted when i read it la. I've never seen her so serious before. Haha, thank you(:

.Wednesday, June 11, 2008 ' 7:51 PM Y

why's EVERYTHING so screwed?

.Monday, June 9, 2008 ' 10:17 PM Y

when the whole world shuts,

.
Three people have talked to me about almost the same thing today. It's rather weird. Not about what they all said, but why was it all on the same day? One of it was rather direct and comical. hah. But, I don't understand. Okay nvm.

I'm not in the mood to blog about what happened today. Maybe tmr. The afternoon was really mad. Thanks to disciple and SAKAE SUSHI, of all things. Hahaha! I will never ever forget sakae sushi in my life. I told disciple quite a few stuff today. And yes, you just told me smth. I'm sorry, but it's really funny. HAHAHAH! yes and disciple, THANK YOU for making me laugh(: I just love msn convos with you. Haha! It really cheers me up no matter how i'm feeling.

I'm feeling quite guilty now. Ahhhh, i was so shocked when i read that. How was i supposed to face that person. And you just had to be so sarcastic. Hur, i really don't know how to react. There's still about a year to go. Depressing luh depressing.

Training today was tiring but fun. And the sun was freaking hot! And my legs are aching. Okay, i'm still feeling quite horrible. PLOX lah! Please cheer up(: You're just making youself pissed and stuff for no reason. So yeap, comon lah!

what will happen if my moonbeam is not beaming any longer?

.Sunday, June 8, 2008 ' 11:14 PM Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL C :D

Omg, dance was so tiring lah. But it was still fun la, with two really mad ppl around(: That new girl is so quiet, i'm starting to be afraid of her. She looks like she hates my class. Hur, wth! Maybe cause we're a little hyper. Hahaha!

Yayyyyy, disciple's bringing sweets for us tmr! Gosh, i sound like some little kid who's crazy over sweets. But sweets are sweet, which makes you sweet! Yeap, i hope i make some little sense. And i'm looking forward to smth early in the morning tmr. It'll make my..morning la. Haha! Dhivya misses me so she wants to meet me tmr too. Yeah right dream on. She wants to be the number1 mugger so she wants to collect her science notes from me. Tsk!

ROSALIND(: says:
I BRINGING SWEETS FOR Y'ALL LEH!

SARANYA(: life power! says:
hahaha sweets are so...SWEET!
ROSALIND(: says:
HAHA YEAH
ROSALIND(: says:
and ..SWEET

HAHAH WTH!

YAY, I LOVE RANDOM MESSAGES(:

and you try a million times to control your monkey mind

. ' 2:55 PM Y

Went for dental in the morning. And the dentist said i've to wear my retainers more often cause there's not much of improvement. Hur ): It's so irritating! I've to take it everytime i eat cause it's not like the normal retainers. BUT WHAT IF I SPEND HALF OF MY LIFE EATING? Tsk!

Yaye, there's dance class later. Rather weird, but i'm looking forwrd to it. Woohoo! I hope margaret and elizabeth come. I kind of miss them already. It's been like 3 weeks since they came. Pon ah pon. HAHA!

Stupid donkeyass was scaring me with his braces stories just now. Ahhh it really sounds damn scary okay? Anw, there's syf training tmr. Yaye! Then ps with disciple :D haha sarang so cute lah! Lunatic, popcorn and movie? Set okay, your hse. Haha(:

you'll only know the true colours of people during your hard times,

. ' 12:17 AM Y

im really sorry girl:/

why do i always get reminded of unwanted incidents?
AHHHHH!
and,

I HATE COCKROACHES! like seriously.

bahhh

.Friday, June 6, 2008 ' 9:51 PM Y

On a perfect day, everything that matters in life can fit into a single frame

Went shopping today(: I've always hated shopping. Even when i went out with my aunty recently, i couldn't wait to get home. But surprisingly, i didn't want to come home so early today. HAHA! But yay, bought new clothes!

Hur, Rosalind was appearing offline! Don't think i dunno okay. HAHA! Must go study again okay? But obviously, we will not study due to certain unforseen circumstances. HAHAHA! You must give me one of your free tickets to ndp okay(:

live life to your fullest for tomorrow might never be,

.Wednesday, June 4, 2008 ' 7:45 PM Y

OMG! I JUST TYPED AN ENTIRE POST AND IT GOT DELETED. PFFFFFFT!

Went to clarke quay to do history project today. We only managed to do the first few scenes though. Something is better than nothing! Haha! But debbie and i weren't in those scenes so we just admired the rest hard at work. Haha so mean, tskk! Then we left around 5.30.

Went home with debbie. But halfway we decided to go walkwalk at ps. So we went! We were walking around the place looking at all the food but we couldn't decide what to eat. We were admiring all the shorts, of all things. Haha! Oh yess, before we left we decided to buy the oreo donut from missy donut. It's so shiok! Then we left, without seeing someone D:

Okay, i better find smth to do tmr, cause i know i can't survive alone. Plox! And i didn't go for training today ):

memories are playing in me, they're moving real fast

.Tuesday, June 3, 2008 ' 4:51 PM Y

MAD DHIVYA'S IN MY HOUSE NOW, sadly D:

HAHAHAH!

Went to amk hub in the morning to meet my cousins. I think i only spent about 20mins with them. Haha! Cause the MADdhivya came so fast. tskk! Then went to meet dhivya at amk station and came to bishan. We really spent alot at ntuc luh. Fat pigs yo! And she realised smth. Whenever she comes alone, we'll make sure we buy alot of food to stuff ourselves. But whenever more people come, we won't really be bothered about food. Hur, that's the kind of bad influence dhivya is. Must learn to be a good girl like me la(:

Came back home, did some work and we watched incredibles! Got bored so we youtubed. It's so fun lah! Then did more work and crapped.

Okay, i'm gonna send the mad nerdson(inside joke) off now. And don't forget your profiency in english girl(x
And there's maths tution later :(

. ' 12:01 AM Y

Hur. I'm bored. There's no one to talk to already. Nyehh. I'm currently chatting with the number one loser i've known so far who claims that i won't grow anymore. WHATEVER! Maybe i already know that. Haha! I admit okay.

Stayed at home today. Woke up really late lah, like around 10.30. And i was damn lazy. But i managed to complete quite alot of things today. So yaye! And i have influenced dhivya to complete her homework asap. Haha, and she's really working on it. HOHOHO! My influencing skills are good man(: Haha!

Ohmygiddygoodness. I will neverrrr everr forget what you told me last night. HAHAHAHAHHA! I can only laugh cause it's really funny. And you know what? I still don't quite understand luh :/ Nvm ah, can explain in greater detail some time soon. Hahah! oops, i'm sorry i mentioned it again.

Alright, I shall continue youtube-ing now :D

look into your heart and you'll find love

.Monday, June 2, 2008 ' 12:21 AM Y

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FELLOW CUTE AND NICE PERSON

SAMANTHA LAI (hoho!I stole your table partner. HAHA!)

Went to East Coast Park yest. We only went at 2 lah! But the rest went much earlier like around 10. Swam for only an hour. Oh correction..i mean played in the water for an hour only. Compared to the usual 5 hours when i get really burnt, this is really damn short. TSK! Left around 5 for the talk. I was like falling asleep during the talk luh. My whole family was! Haha! But it was good. Better than friday's though.

Today's talk was goooood(: I really like this kinda things cause i feel really refreshed. And i saw many people today. I guess cause the focus was on youths. But sadly, i only talked to the same kuku people, like prashanti. HAHA! I'm looking forward to akhanda bhajans! But i'll have to wait for another 5mths plus. Hur.

Yaye, Dhivya's not going to India! Okay i admit, i'll die of boredom luh. HAHA!

YEAHH MAN! I completed my tamil compo and tamil conversation today. That's really a greaaat achievement, for me at least. So now i'm only left with science paper and geog presentation. YAYE! :D

what happened to that little angel that sits on

my shoulder whispering in my ear 'you can do it'?