Hold on to the truth in your heart.

.Tuesday, August 26, 2008 ' 9:57 PM Y

hugs ain't for free unless you're special(:

leena, i bet patrick smells nicer than your tie now. HAHA!

.Monday, August 25, 2008 ' 7:50 PM Y

I've been wanting to update since thurday, but i was too lazy :/

Thursday was rather good. I felt really good just slacking and talking to random people. Hahah! Thank you, DISCIPLE, GOH WS, LEENA, MAR, DEBBIE,DHIVYA AND YVONNE! :D Talked to disciple about stuff. Why are some ppl so confusing?! But i know they're some scandalous stuff going on. AHEM AHEM! oh i want to dedicate a song to tian qi. Umbrella! Hahah, thanks leena and mar for all the clues(: Dhivya was being totally retarded laughing for no damn reason(as usual)! And yvonne's so scandalous, opps :/ HAHA!

Friday. FIRST AID EXAM! Everyone passed! So yaye :D I was damn scared for theory. But on the way to hq, everyone was reading their fa manual and i was happily listening to songs and stoning. Disciple tried to make me feel guilty, but failed miserably. Haha! Someone was being really really creepy :/

Saturday. FOOTDRILL GOLD. Everyone pased too! It wasn't as tiring as silver although it was much longer. I thought i screwed the commanding section. Because of the rain and space constraits, three squads were having our commanding test in a tiny room. There was one part when all three squads were hentak-ing and all the 3 of the commanders(tehlian, me and some random guy) were saying berhenti but the squad didn't know whether it was for them or not. Amarah was one of the few who executed my command. Maybe cause she recognises my voice. HAHA!
Had dinner date with rugaiyah. HAHA NOT! _______, don't be jealous okay. We didn't do anything scandalous. Hahhha! But we did manyyy silly things. Rugaiyah influenced me with her retarded-ness! tskk :( but i still think i'm more glam(:

My teeth was so pain today! But it was still a good day. Very good one :D Thank you for that special thing(: I just talked to debbie for quite long. Haha, rather weird aye. I talked to debbie about quite alot of stuff today. It was nice though(:

I don't know if i made the right decision to tell you :/
Disciple, cheer up(:
Cheer up lunatic(: I can't stand your MONKEY MIND!
Dhivya just told me this "Tell me in 20 yrs time, if i call again, how are you and ______ related?" HAHAHAHA! Yaye, fridayyyy!

sometimes things don't turn out the way you want it to be

.Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ' 10:15 PM Y

Disciple, i'm really sorry okay? I didn't mean to..yeah. I'll tell you tmr morning okay? But as i've told you, it's nothing much to worry about(: and you CHEER UP okay :D i know it's your feelings playing around. Tskkk.

I like random talks with squadmates(:
I like talking to dhivya about sadistic stuff. Hahah!
Something i read on monday made me really happyyy! Hahah, so sweet luh(:
Someone made me really happy today too :D

Debbie, we'll have to start our campaigns again. But this time, it'll be NO EGOING ):

i'm so not looking forward to friday and saturday.

damn. i'm scared.

.Thursday, August 14, 2008 ' 8:11 PM Y

I received a msg from someone today. Although it was a 6-word msg, somehow it meant alot to me. It's rather disturbing to receive such a formal msg yknow. I seriously hope you're okay girl(:
.
I don't understand why you have to 'pick' on that one particular person alone.
Is she the only one who supposedly does this?
I'm not trying to find any fault or pick on you,
but i just don't understand why you're doing this.
And i'm not taking sides too.
It's not as though she totally ignores you right?
I admit, even i do not acknowledge when i see you at times.
So do you take it as i totally ignore and i do not care about you?
Has she ever in any way said that you're no one to her?
But please, will you not simply accuse someone?

Maybe what that person has done is wrong, to some ppl.
But have you ever thought that there might be a reason why she acts that way, let alone the reason.
There surely has to be someone you're close to whom you can trust and rely on right?
So why can't you take it as that?
I'm not saying that's the reason, but yeah..
Why there unnecessary problems?

And you. Why did you hang up on me? Tskk :( I've asked you many times alr but you do not want to answer me. I don't know why :/ I hope you okay though :D

Someone fainted in school this morning. I have no idea why but i felt so disturbed by it, i could not concentrate during the entire first period. Luckily it was tamil though. Damn what's wrong with everyone?

Thanks Pei Wen for teaching me today(: Your sudden enlightenment. Haha!
Oreo donut tmr! And swimming too(:
My new best friend: FIRST AID MANUAL!
Hello to you(:

.Monday, August 11, 2008 ' 10:15 PM Y

when you look me in the eyes, i catch a glimpse of heaven

Thanks to Rosalind, i'm deeply in love with that song now. And i know who you think of when you listen to it. But i shall keep my promise and i'll keep quiet(: Haha! Bleagh i don't want to go to skl tmr :( Pfft, Dhivya's going to swim after school. I also waaaant! Oh yes i'm looking forward to receiving the guides cookies. I became so high after samantha reminded me last thursday.

THANKS FOR HELPING ME TODAY, SAMANTHA((:

okay, and again i'm too lazyyy to update. Maybe this saturday. Disciple, don't miss me okay? :p HAHA! Yikes i realised there's no longer ndp trgs for you'll :/ Now i can't msg you'll to jiayou anymore. Hur :(

YAYE, today was niceee :D

as always.

.Friday, August 8, 2008 ' 10:55 PM Y

I tried so many times to upload the video of today, but guess what? I GIVE UP ):
and i'm too lazy to update about today.

Disciple, cheer up okay?(: I know it's a feeling that will never leave you, but i guess it's the last time. Try your best not to think about. It's amusing how you acted totally spaaaastic when you weren't feeling good at all, today. Heh.

To all the ndp ppl,
JIAYOU FOR TOMORROW :D
it's the last time.

i'm happy

you made my day(:

you srsly can't be doing this again.

.Wednesday, August 6, 2008 ' 10:31 PM Y

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DISCIPLE

and SYIFAAA(:

I woke up hoping that today would be a better day. Well, at least better than yest. Mass dance was not as fun today :/ cause lulu was not beside me. Tskk. Went for music immediately after assembly and omg, ms chye's so amusing! Hahah, somehow i felt it was a good start for the day. English was so fun. I just love to bully dhivya. Haha! And i realised smth. Why do all the teachers seem like they're in a bad mood? Bleagh. But anw, it was a rather short day(:

I had planned to do quite abit of stuff after skl. But we ended up doing smth else. I felt it was rather fruitful though(: i hope it was for you'll too. All that interaction made me think alot. I hate it when i think so much and ask myself so many questions but i do not get any answer.

"Can you stop looking at me or not?!" Disciple, does this sound familiar to you? HAHAHAHAHA!
Gosh, amarah kinda freaked me out today. Don't misunderstand me, i was NOT scared of you okay. haha! Marilyn's got issues with her shoes and ants. Tskk.

Science tuition was cancelled today)): and i only realised that when i got there. HMPH! I was so sad. But at least i spent the tuition time wisely, eating fish and chips! Haha! But anw, i'm going for the make up lesson with karyne on saturday. yaye smth to look forward to(:

The random talks i have with archana always make me realise smth. She said this last saturday. 'Sometimes it srsly dosen't pay to be close to anyone. Just be by yourself.' It really meant alot to me cause i've ever felt this way many times. Why, i don't know :/ But obviously, i don't feel that way now. And i hope you dont feel that way too(:

No matter how weird or..just weird i find some people at times, i just love it when i receive random msgs that make me smile. Oh disciple, i'm sorry but i've got to say this. reading your posts makes me laugh at times. haha!

yaye, there's ndp trg tmr(:
damn, i don't know if i should tell you.

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear