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.Tuesday, September 30, 2008 ' 5:07 PM Y


it's random things like this which makes me smile(:

I've lost the mugging mood already :/ But there's still TWO more papers. Bleagh, math and CHINESE. Oh my god, chinese! Amreetaa's so silly! Yest she asked ms wee, "What if we don't understand the compo title?" Haha spastic. So far this week i think at least 4 ppl have said that amreetaa and i look alike. Aiyerr haha! Rosalind's going to teach us chinese after math paper. We shall see how it goes. I think we'll end up walking ard for 2 hrs instead. Hahah!

Geog today was okay, except for the second 8mark question. Well, just crapped as usual. I've been looking forward so much for geog to end. But after the paper, i felt so pathetic. Heh so weird. But dhivya felt the same way too. Nyeh. We share the same feelings, again! Haha wth.

Talked to disciple for about 3 hrs today. I told her so many things i never thought i would ever tell anyone. I like telling her about how i feel about certain stuff(: She makes me feel so important ONLY AT THAT POINT OF TIME, and listens. And comments. Hahah! She made me realise smth recently. All along, i thought it was smth rather normal. But i guess, it's not? Damn. And disciple, you better shut up okay! There's no need for you to put that up on your blog cause i've already told her. Hah.
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Somehow, seeing you today felt so different. I felt rather restricted. Or maybe i restricted myself. Okay nvm i don't think i'm making much sense. And talking to disciple about it all just made me feel worse actually. Nyeh.
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P.S. DISCIPLE FELL DOWN AT THE PLAYGROUND TODAY! HAHAHAH!!!





.Sunday, September 28, 2008 ' 10:48 PM Y

shitttt, i'm damn scared for lit tmr ):
i bet pokepoke buddy's scared too.
nvm, we'll both jiayou together okay?
since we both suck at lit(:

it's not easy, at all.
each and every small thing still reminds me of everything.
freakkkk.
stop it saranya, stop it.





. ' 2:27 AM Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEENA LEE AND LENA YEO :D

i'm sorry.
but truthfully, it's gonna take really long to leave me.
damn





.Friday, September 26, 2008 ' 11:15 PM Y

3 down, 5 more to go.
Jiayou everyone(:
I'm so glad history is over. At least i won't have to worry about not being able to remember all the details. But i realised, i kind of miss studying history already. So weird, haha!

I've been spending quite alot of time with disciple, maybe too much. I just confessed smth to her. See, i confess stuff too. But i really meant it, not in the wrong way though. Haha! Okay maybe, MAYBE i am obsessed with (fill in the blank yourself). Haha! And i found out one more of her secret today(: Hahah, i realised all your secrets are all related to one thing.

I've got so many things to say, but i'm too distractd by the chinese show. Haha! SO i shall stop here for now. Maybe, i might continue tmr.

rosalind. says:
anyw, i shall sing songs to entertain you.
rosalind. says:
unite, cedarians unite,
rosalind. says:
we'll persevere all the waaaayyy


sentence of the week:
In the end, ya'll are all still (fill it in yourself)
-rosalind ang swee wen.
And disciple came to a conclusion recently.
Cedar is full of scandals. Except for tehlain and her. YAH RIGHT! hahah!

smth's got over me.
i don't think it's right to feel this way.
but i can't change the way i feel can i? damn.
it's gonna be one of those nights again.





.Monday, September 22, 2008 ' 8:49 PM Y

Omgosh, recess today was so fun :D
thanks to all those kuku people.
Ah mas' of the world unite(:
Azwyn and Zunairah were being damn lame, as usual.
We even planned what to do after csp exam. Hoho!
Reminder to self: countdown to history paper, 3 days.

Went to pp to study with rosalind, yujie, tehlian and theresa.
Spent quite some time walking ard almost half of pp.
DISCIPLE, YOU ARE DAMN SPASTIC!
Hahahah, damn funny lah you.
But it was productive(:
except for the noise coming from the next table.
*coughs coughs*
Haha, Cassandra especially!
And Leena, stop bullying my patrick okay? :(

I realised, not everyone who seems happy outside are really happy deep inside.
Disciple told me on friday that she knows i'm a damn emo person. I srsly wonder what made her say that. Tskk
Talked to dhivya alot today. I finally got the chance to tell her alot of stuff.

I don't know why i'm avoiding you. I really don't want to, but smth is making me do it.
It hurts so much to listen to that song. Damn.
uhm disciple, JIAYOU! hahah!





.Thursday, September 18, 2008 ' 10:09 PM Y

English paper 2 was horrible :/ Paper 1 was good though. So far, i only know 4 people, including me who did the arguementative. Disciple dosen't want to tell me what she wrote for 'Regret'. Amirah told me she did that title too and guess what she wrote about? She regrets knowing such a spastic person like me. Thanks ah thanks. Muslihah wrote about a memorable day, which was the day she got to know me. Haha! Ya right, dream on.

Morning walk made me feel damn good, as usual. First stop, 2M. Then 2O. Then comes my fav part. Walking along the corridor playing poke poke. Gosh, but ruGAYah can srsly be damn annoying sometimes. You watch out, tmr ah tmr. Then sitting in the courtyard, disturbing the couple and talking crap. Such joy, such joy(: Talked to Azwyn and Zunairah during recess. It's so nice to talk to them cause we share the same feelings. But the only think is that they remind me so much of csp :(

PPLs results were out today. CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO GOT IN :D
Amirah, Ariel, Hwee Hoon, Diviya and Preethi!
i'm so disappointed ____ didn't get in

Walked out with squadmates after school. We saw Sara teo sitting outside school with a cat on her lap! Omg so freaky luh. And yes, yujie agrees with me that it's not cute. Took 853 with disciple to amk. I think we only talked about 5 sentences throughout the entire journey. Thanks to my dear earpiece(: I'm so addicted to it.

I've got so many things to tell lunatic. I just haven't got the time to.

I try so hard to forget everything, but it's not easy. At all. And thanks a whole lot for making me feel worse. Sometimes i wish i didn't know so many people.

Oh and,
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY BLURPIG, JING WEN AND ZHI HUI :D
i'm so sad i can't join them to celebrate :( but i'd be so extra also. Haha!
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TAMIL tmr, i'm scared :/





.Wednesday, September 17, 2008 ' 6:19 PM Y

I had so many things to say.
But now that i want to say it out, i can't rmb a single thing. Great.
It's always like this.
and that's why i couldn't answer you earlier.

Damn, why's the world made up of such complicated people who just can't survive without causing problems?
Well, i'm not saying i'm perfect though.
One moment you say one thing and you behave in a certain way, but in just a second, everything changes. Btw, i'm not talking about anyone specific.

Woong said this today: I've never ever BURTED before!
gosh, she wanted to say burped actually.
Haha woong ah woong :D

Didn't go for tuition today. I wasn't in the mood. So studied in school till around 6. The canteen was so quiet and the school was almost empty by the time i left. It reminded me so much of last year :/ English paper tmr.
Only you can motivate yourself. You can do it saranya!
Oh yes, lunatic came back to school today(:


is this the feeling i need to walk with,





.Monday, September 15, 2008 ' 9:35 PM Y

I just love random days like today :D
It makes me happyyy. Very happy.
Thank you my dear(:

I went to study with charmaine and woong at bishan library yest. Quite productive. I might upload the pics some time soon. Oh and they made me try yami yogurt. It's so niceeee!

I like mornings with squadmates. You people never fail to make my mornings(: Haha! Especially...the scandalous pair. HAHAH! No matter how much you'll deny it, we all know the truth. But i shall be nice and not reveal your names. Disciple, i want to talk to you. I can see you online. But guess what? I'm doing my fav thing. Yay!

EYEs starting on thurdayyy :( And lunatic's still sick. You better come to school tmr okay? If not i'll come to your house and drag you to school with me! Haha, i'm serious.

yaye, i'm beginning to love playing scissors, paper, stone. It helps in any and every way(:

saranya(: go to hell. says:
can help me print dnt?
[c=4]'??[/c] тαммιε is being indifferent. ™` ; says:
is it alot page?
[c=4]'??[/c] тαммιε is being indifferent. ™` ; says:
cos i hate my printer

[c=4]'??[/c] тαммιε is being indifferent. ™` ; says:
it makes high pitch noises
saranya(: go to hell. says:
like you!
[c=4]'??[/c] тαммιε is being indifferent. ™` ; says:
oh ya hor


Omg sleeping partner, you're damn funny :p





.Thursday, September 11, 2008 ' 10:32 PM Y

have i ever mentioned how lovely playing 'scissors paper stone' over the telephone is?(:
shit, tablepartner knows. Haha, shhh okay.

yaye, smth to look forward tio next week :D





.Sunday, September 7, 2008 ' 10:42 AM Y

I was searching for something earlier, when i found the syf 07 dance cd.
Damnnnn, i miss it. alot alot):
All the dance practices, the extra ones on saturdays.
D:

And wth are we supposed to do for dnt?
Random, but it turned out that the very interesting book i borrowed is not exactly that interesting. So tianqi, you can read it(:
I really don't feel like going back to school tmr. Bahhhh.
EYEs hasn't even started and dhivya and i have already started talking about 6oct. haha best lah best.

you keep my heart alive(:





.Friday, September 5, 2008 ' 2:23 PM Y

UMBRELLA DELTED HER TAGBOARD )):
seriously, just how could you?
and you deleted that very nice pic too!

I've been seeing disciple for four days in a row and tian qi for three days. Disciple said she's sick of seeing me already, but i know you don't mean it right?(: Haha! Went to tp mcs on monday. It was rather productive I would say. I went to disciple's house on tuesday. Her mother was so niceee! She bought so much of food for us. But she can be quite scary too :/ Went to tp macs again on wed and thurs with disciple and tianqi. Yest was so unproductive. We talked so much. We had free entertainment too. HAHAH! I like that environment so much.

I know tehlian won't see this but nvm,
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TEHLIAN :D

three days in a row.
i'm happy :D







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