RCY Challenge later.
I just finished packing. And someone's gladly watching a movie!
Ws intends to sleep at 3. All the best to you, dodo(:
I'm not excited. I guess it's only cause of the people.
I'd rather be with squadmates than be with people i don't know.
Then, i'm sure it would be much more fun.
But that's impossible :/

Maams farewell today.
I can't believe i cried :/
Oh well, i'll blog about it after RCYC.

FOUR DAYS. I HOPE I SURVIVE.

._. says:
hahah omg ure so funny!
._. says:
so Amreetaa
saranya. confused says:
OMG, I THINK YOU ARE LIKE THE 512357661th PERSON TELLING ME THIS!
._. says:
hahahahhah
._. says:
omggg
._. says:
are yall lyk long lost sistas?
._. says:
LOL
saranya. confused says:
HUH?! HAHAHHAHA OMG NO!



HAHAH SWIE EN! Nvm, i decided to be nice and to call you pinky instead of bimbo(: HAHA.

To you; I could not tell it to you directly when you asked me today. So, i decided to blog about it. I tried, but i just can't. Oh well, maybe, MAYBE, i'll try again tmr(:

It's been quite some time since i last posted. Came back from coals yest. COALS WAS FUN :D I think i'll blog about coals after i come back from rcyc. Sheesh, i really really don't want to go ): ahhhhhhhh! another FOUR days. Grrr.

Anw, went to school for squad stuff today. We didn't quite do much. Oh well, today wasn't a very good day. But it's okay, i don't want to talk about it :/ After eating and buying whatever we had to at tp, disciple and i left for bishan!

I told disciple quite alot of things today. But there's one thing i haven't told you. I dont know if i should. Haha okay, if you pester me!! The more i won't tell you(x HAHA, so don't! You might not know, but i really appreciated the way you listened to my entire long and boring story. THANK YOU, spastic(: But talking to you about all those stuff, just made me so confused and blah. Earlier, i went to your blog and listened to the song dedication again. I was so touched again, i cried okay. Heh, so sweet luh :p

PIGGO, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT PIC :D it's so niceeee(: xie xie ni!

Oh, and i saw Ms Wan today! HAHA, and she was wearing a new shirt!

just.GO.AND.DIE.

shit, i can't take it anymore.
i really can't.
i wonder how i'm gonna survive the next three days.

and now, you must be thinking i'm an idiot who has no feelings.
oh well, it's okay.
thanks for adding on to the crap i'm going through now.
and since only i can comfort myself,
everything happens for a reason(:

i don't know what's going on.
I guess i'll just leave you as you are, and let things happen at its own pace.

i have special dedications to make to certain people. But not now, it's the night. (inside joke) Hahah disciple, you'll understand when you...? (:

LUNATIC! i realised i haven't gone out with you during the hols at all :(
go lah go japan! go london! GO LOR! hahah, kuku!
okay great, thanks for reminding me. I won't be seeing you till next year.
SHUCKZXZXZ. Okay i admit, i'm sad okay :(
Hahah anw, i heard even ms wan was asking for me at the musical today.

saranya. says:
so tirin gto type _____!
kvhgfrehynb'oruih says:
YEAH
kvhgfrehynb'oruih says:
opkay!
saranya. says:
omg, our spelling is HPRRIBLE!
.....
kvhgfrehynb'oruih says:
she asked me to jin yalllllllllllllllllll

HAHAHAH, the convo says it all.
but i still think yushu's spelling is worst than mine. Hehheh.

rosalind. says:
PIG FOUR!
rosalind. says:
PIG PIG PIG PIG,
rosalind. says:
i gtg alrdy!
rosalind. says:
buhbye buhbye buhbye goodnight goodnight goodnight don't miss me too much alrights

Well, it's nothing much except for crap, but it still made me smile(: Haha, just an acknowledgement. Thank you, spastic. Spastic 4. SPASTIC SPASTIC SPASTIC SPASTIC :D

i can't take it, i really can't.
no matter how hard, it never works.
new people, new routine.
oh well, i'm going to be fine(:

What's the point?

I can't stand it anymore.
And my heart's not strong enough.
Bit but bit i'm __________.

HELLO, FDC TRG(:

Dragonboating today was fun(: The four of US, matilda, hanan, michelle and i decided to sit in the middle cause we thought we not get too wet. But guess what, we were the most wet ones in our boat! After that, had lunch with delta! yayyyy, i'm looking forward to tmr :D haha, shu min! Dont accidentally wear bikini okay! Knowing you, i think you might. Hahaah!

We had trg yest morning. After trg, waited for jes and a few of rosalind's group members. Omgosh, when some people from falcon came to ask us where wanping was, we kept saying she died, and stuff like that. We came up with so much of crap like.."We cries buckets of ters just now. See see, the puddle of water there is our tears." and "OMG i see wanping there! Must be her soul. WANPING, dont go! We miss you." HAHAHA, omg is was damn hilarious. But obviously, we didn't mean it.

After that, we ate at ppmacs, then went to army market. We got 'cheated' lah. Luckily, sarah tan knows how to bargain and talk professionally. Hahaha! Then, tian qi, rosalind and i went to amk to get first aid kit stuff. We were acting like losers. Hahah, natural for rosalind. Omg, dont kill me :/

I think being a psychologist is so fun! My sis just 'diagnosed' SOMEONE, and guess what? She has borderline personality disorder. Sheesh, so scary okay?

rosalind(: says:
rugayah: omgomg just now i splashed saranya!
rosalind(: says:
-five minutes later
rosalind(: says:
rugayah: hehheh just now i splash saranya

HAHHAHA, i seriously think rugaiyah has no life!

And whenever tian qi comes online,

saranya. says:
ACT!
rosalind(: says:
EH-CEE-TEE

HAHAHHAHA! okay, tmr :D

Silence can be so loud,
So piercing to your ears;
Slowly, it even starts to drown out
The hum of your falling tears.

A noisy room can be so quiet,
Smothering the screams and cheers;
Slowly, all you ever hear is
The echo of your dripping tears.

Whether you sit alone
Or are surrounded by your peers,
This will always be with you,
The sound of your streaming tears.

Rainbow Lim
November 18

I love this poem(:
Oh noooo, i miss rainbow lim. So much ):
Migrate back to Singapore lehhh! Yaye, can't wait for you to come back then can go outttt(:

sheesh, i've been feeling so miserable recently :/ ahhhh, maybe it's better this way. Sometimes i feel better, free from troubles. But most of the time, i feel empty. Bahhh i dont like this.

why why?
D:
sheesh, this sucks.
i don't think i can carry on like this.

I'm not someone who does quizzes. I seriously think it's so silly. But since NURUL IZNI BTE YUSHUFF FORCED me to, i shall be nice and do it(:

FAVOURITES
Favourite Colour: blue/red/orange?(no fixed one)
Favourite Food: ice cream!
Favourite Movie: she's the man ( i think i've watched it more than 10 times laready)
Favourite Sport: basketball (dont laugh!)
Favourite Day: wednesday
Favourite Season: huhhh?
Favourite Ice-cream: chocolate fudge brownie

CURRENTS
Current Mood: sianzxzxz
Current Clothes: kcp shorts, SNOW WHITE shirt
Current Desktop: huhhh?
Current Time: 8.35p.m.
Current Annoyances: there's nothing to eat ):
First Best Friend: MIRNALINI DIRGHAR!
First Crush: -.-
First Movie: am i supp to remember?!

LASTS
Last drink: red bull
Last Car Ride: dad's car
Last Crush: how any am i supp to have?
Last Phone Call: dhivya rajendra naidu (i know you miss me :p)
Last CD played: i dont listen to cds

HAVE YOU EVER....?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: omg plsss
Have you ever broken the law: if eating at the mrt station is counted, then yes
Have you ever been arrested: what if i said yes?
Have you ever been on TV: yes
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: yeahh, when i was a baby

RANDOM
5 things you are good at: EATING, talking, slacking, SWINGING!, stoning
4 things you've done today: slept, ate,
3 things you can hear right now: love story, some television show, the fan
Characteristics I love about myself: im short(: (short people are great people!)
Characteristics I hate about myself:
Most ideal person I want to be: shhhh, it's a secret(x
Person i love: ooru undo(: (dont bother trying to figure this out)
People extremely dear to me: my family, teddy, lunatic, disciple, squadmates, delta, piggo

FINALLYYY(: sheesh, it's so tiring. Haha. Izni, i want a chocolate kay? (x

My sister's personal message was 'when i know we miss each other' and we were sitting BESIDE each other.

saranya. heyhey! says:
heyho(: i know you miss me right?
[ thiviya ]™ a man is but the product of his thoughts says:
pls
[ thiviya ]™ a man is but the product of his thoughts says:
dont make me vomit blood la
[ thiviya ]™ a man is but the product of his thoughts says:
IDIOT
saranya. heyhey! says:
dont lie lor! dont think i dont know

HAHAHHA, okay actually it's not funny. I just find it so silly.
Oh and yaye, i found someone else whom i can ego with. HUANG YUSHU :D
Shhhh, but im secretly looking forward to wed(:

Sheesh.Whyarethingslikethis?Ijustdon'tgetit.
Youhavebeenratherfunnyrecently.
Or morelike...irrititating? :/
Whyareyousohottempered?Whydoyougetangryoversuchsmallmatters?
Andthethingis,youneverusedtobelikethis,never.
Thenwhyallofasudden?
Iknowthere'ssmthwrong.Youknowthere'ssmthwrong.
Butimsorry,idontwishtotakethefirststepthistime.
Andi'mmissingyoualready.
Heh,soweird.

it's meant to be like this.

freakkk.
i hate it when people force me to do smth i dislike.
anw, what's the point in doing smth when im being forced to do it.
i hate it, so so much.
AHHHHHHHHH!
i hate the way i have to hold back my tears.
it feels like shit.

I hope tmr would be a better day. I know it will be. Three groups meeting at ppmacs for camp group meeting? What more can i ask for? (: And morning date too! Haha.
But sheesh, no more cycling :( I'm damn sad, but it's okay. Look at the brighter side, i'm still going to have fun tmr! And we are going to complete many stuff tmr. Yay!

Yay, finallyyy(:

im sorry,
But i really dislike it when people vent their anger on others who did not even do anything wrong.
It's not that you have to keep things to yourself, but you can just tell me nicely right?
And please, would i ever, EVER want YOU to fall?
Come on lah, of course not. Bahhh.
Anw, i'm sorry.
I love you.

rosalind(: says:
i want green earpiece!
saranya. say boo! says:
hurhur, what's up with green?! haha
rosalind(: says:
it's so nice(:
rosalind(: says:
kind of like a certain someone i know... ME!
rosalind(: says:
okay, the very nice and cute person has to go sleep now (:
rosalind(: says:
BYEBYEEEEEEEEE, don't miss the very nice and cute person (:

see who's the ego one now! Hahaha, spastic.
oh, tmr's gonna be a fun day!
i'm going to try and lose my temper and disciple's going to try and be vulgar. HAHAH, sheesh.
shucks, but i really want to go for delta meeting tmr :(

memories lah memories(:

rosalind(: says:
omg haha! oh tmr will be such a chinese day. got chinese O's and plus got your chinese test. HAHA!
saranya. says:
yeahhh CHINESE IS THE LOVE!
rosalind(: says:
haha it sucks
saranya. says:
nono, must develop passion for learning(:
rosalind(: says:
omg no! plox! HAHA those taking chinese spend half their lives making sure they don't fail
saranya. says:
hahah true true, same here.
rosalind(: says:
HAHA SEEEEE!
saranya. says:
but still, should learn to love what you do!

i have so many things to say, but i'll keep it for tmr.

The first week of holidays are overrrr :( Well, at least i spent three days with squadmates(: YAYE! That's one reason why i love mfw preperations. It's like some sort of bonding session. Ihope.
Disciple accompanied me to the library today.THANK YOU :D Yaye, i finally borrowed books. So i wont be that bored anymore. Omg disciple, ONE DAY ONE DAY! PIE PIE! Hahha. You are so blurrr! The talk today just made me think even more. Eeeyer, i hate to think of it :/