Hold on to the truth in your heart.

.Sunday, December 28, 2008 ' 12:06 AM Y

I'm backkkkk (:
The trip was alright.
Christmas was awesome! But it ended really fast though :/ I think i'll update more tmr.

Yaye, disciple's back too!
And i think rugaiyah's coming back tmr.
Awwww, dhivya's so sweet! Hahaha i hope you miss this line though.

I can't wait for school to start! However, i know it's not gonna be the same as this year. New people, new routine.andnotmuchofyou :/

i feel it. and it sucks.

.Monday, December 15, 2008 ' 3:24 PM Y

Shitzo, i'm gonna miss so many things.
I'm gonna miss my com. I'm gonna miss my hse toilet. HAHA! I'm gonna miss trg! And i'm gonna miss many people ):
BAHHHHH!

I hope i enjoy myself though.
Okay, bye everyone[:
Back on the 27th.

. ' 2:10 AM Y

Alright, leaving in less than 24hrs.
I'm trying to make myself look forward to it
[:[:[:

blahhh.
At least, i'll be celebrating christmas overseas! :D

.Friday, December 12, 2008 ' 4:04 PM Y

yayyyy im so glad (x
i finally found smth i've been looking for, for a really long time.
FINALLY!

oh and i'm in 3p!
And there are many squadmates too(:
Yujie, amirah, sarahtan and shabrina!
And there's DHIVYA!, rachel(s), shumin, amreetaa, jin rong and many many more!
yayyy, i like(:

and yujie is sad cause i told her i wont talk to her in class. HAHAHHA!
SO CUTE!

.Monday, December 8, 2008 ' 4:42 PM Y

I'm sick of staying at home.
I'm sick of watching tv.
I'm sick of sleeping.
I'm sick of using the com.
I'm sick of medicines.
grahhhhhhh, this sucks.

I want trg.
I want camp group meeting.
I want to go to school.
I want to go to go out with squaddies.
I want dhivya to come back fasterrrr.
I want things to be the way they were afew months back.
grahhhhhhh, this sucks too.

I took out my little box and read all my letters just now, including the ones a recieved last year.
And every time i read old letters, i get emotional. Sheesh :/ It brings back so many old memories.
Suddenly, i wish i was back at cedar avenue 1 with my squadmates(: just a random feeling.

I miss the times we used to stay back after school and walk around the school aimlessly; last year.
I miss the times i used to force dhivya to take longer routes with me on purpose; last year.
I miss the times i went to school during holidays for dance practices; last year.
I miss the times i continuously msged someone during the june hols; last year.
I miss the times we could walk all the way to the fourth floor for tamil lessons; last year.
I miss the silly little fights we used to have; last year.
I miss the mfw practices we used to have at the back of the canteen; last year.
The list will never end.
):

Thank you disciple. I needed that(:

Alright, i've given up. Leaving in a week's time, but i'm not looking forward at all.

. ' 11:29 AM Y

if that's okay with you;

.Saturday, December 6, 2008 ' 9:45 AM Y

Alright, COALs is over. Ma'ams farewell is over. RCY Challenge is over too.
I don't really know if i'm happy or sad about it. Oh well, actually im having mixed feelings.

I'm going to elaborate about coals cause to me, it's a special experience i had with DEAREST DELTA(: , which i feel i should keep this special experience to myself. I had so much more things to say when i was doing the coals reflections but i just didn't have enough time. Haiz. It's okay, it's over. I liked echo's campfire performance alot cause of the song they sang. It was so touching; it made me tear. Sheesh. Although we did not win any of the awards, we know that we have all put in out utmost effort and that is what matters most.
anw, here is delta's favourite vulgur cheer <3

DELTA SO PRO EH!
CAUSE WE CONQUER EVERYDAY
WAH BOLAH TAHAN SEH
SI BE KIA LANG EH

yaye, i love delta(:
but sheesh, i don't think i can make it for the next delta outing cause i'll be overseas ):

MA'AMS FAREWELL
It seems like yesterday when this batch of ma'ams took over the unit. Although we did not bond much with them, i have got to admit that they have impacted us, or at least me in one way or another. And i knew that only on that day, 281108, when i could not control my tears any longer. It's so weird. None of the sec 1s cried during farewell last year. But this year, almost all of us did. Shit, but i still miss seeing ex-maams around in school :/ Oh well, the journey is over.
But no matter what, they'll always be OUR MENTORU, OUR LIGHT, OUR STRENTH :D

RCY CHALLENGE'08
I was dreading it since the beginning. I guess it was just because i was still tired and i was not mentally prepared. Overall, it was okay. The challenge valley was so disgusting but it was still fun. And i like archery! It's so fun. I disliked the loud aeroplane sounds at night. I found them so scaryyy ): But thanks to my dear night mate, i felt better! Whenever there was an aeroplane, tian qi always hugged me and closed my ears for me. Hahah, damn sweet lah :p THANK YOU! And also for keeping me company during the nights till i fell asleep. You might not realise it, but i really appreciated everything<3>
Anw, although bravo did not win the best division award, we have tried our best and we have bonded really well(: My heart ached so much when i saw someone who did so much for the division cry :/ sheesh.
BRAVO BOLEH!

And, MARILYN WONG ZHENG HUAN! We are all very proud of you yo! Congratulations(x

.Friday, December 5, 2008 ' 11:00 PM Y

I so so want to go for chalet ):
Oh well. Bahhh :/

Thanks for the concern piggo, disciple, ws, pey ling and rainbow :D
hoho, i can't wait for school to start.

things have changed; so much.

. ' 12:57 PM Y

I hate to stay at home and do nothing. The feeling i get is just..horrible.
And all i want to do now is to sleep.

Someone left for japan last night. I don't think you saw my msg though. Sheesh, i'm missing you already ): hurry come back okay!

Goodbye.