.Monday, March 23, 2009 ' 10:40 PM Y
I woke up at 8pm feeling motivated to study, but now;
All i asked was a simple question, and you had to comment so much.
And to you, it'll seem as though i do not have much feelings cause of my stupid smile and laughter for every single comment.
But that's the way i hide my feelings.
It hurts like crap when all you want to do is to cry, but you cant.
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I don't know why i'm being so hard-hearted now. Well, maybe cause i thought you wouldn't need me here anymore. So in order to make myself feel better, i'm just trying to distance myself. If you think i'm ignoring you, i'm not. I was already starting to get tired of your temper. And rmb the day after i called you thrice, and you walked away without even looking back? Hmmm. But like i've said in one of my recent posts, if you ever need anyone, i'll be here(: Seriously.
Hmmm, i think you've got to learn to survive on your own. You shouldn't always depend on someone else thinking she'll always be there for you. And worst, only go to her when you need help. Cause in time to come, she will not be. It's a fact.
Hey sarah ang! Don't so emo lah. Everything will be fine one. I bet it's just some stupid mood swing or smth. But i know what it feels like. Just be strong and wait patiently alright(: Awww, and i know we did make you feel better today! Haha, come on it's us you're talking about! HAHA!
It only takes a short msg to cheer one up or to show that you care.
So if you recieved a msg from me, i do care.
I've got so much more things to say, but i need to do my workkk ):
Byebye; life's unfair.
But this spas is enough to make me high and spas too(x i love you!
SARANYA