.Saturday, May 23, 2009 ' 12:01 PM Y
I just saw someone online and i realise i miss her.
Heh, but i just saw her yesterday.
That someone owes me a letter in a notebook.
Now you know who you are? (:
Yesterday was yet another horrible day at school Double maths and double bio, hur. Bio wasnt too bad, thanks to rachel. We didnt really talk much, but sometimes having someone who makes a difference in your life next to you just makes you feel better. To me, table partners are really important people as they make lessons bearable and you somewhat spend most of your time in school with them. I remember how michelle would influence me to sing really gross songs, how she would randomly scribble stuff on my books and how she would help me write names for my letters in sec1. And then debbie! The tiny one ( who is taller than me now ), who has the same (un)lucky number as me, who i fought with so often but laughed over it, whom i shared many stories with. I still miss her :/ And now, the blur meano who is such a flirt! Haha joking. Yay, 15th june set kay, rachel(: Well basically, my tablepartners play a huge part in my school life.
Have you ever wondered what you were doing in a place where you dont deserve to be? Have you ever felt like saying 'i just cant do it' and running away? Have you ever felt like giving up so much? Have you ever controlled your tears so much when it insisted on falling? I did, for once. The very first time, i really wanted to give up so badly. But i pressed 0n, and i didnt give up. At that point of time, i really didnt know what my motivation to not give up was. I doubt there even was anything. The thought of your high expectations just made things worse.
Anw, i am really proud of someone! (:
At this point of time, i dont think i will be able to handle everything if you do come back;
I really dont know what to expect from you.
D; dont be afraid to fall.
you know, i am here.
Random pic; taken after x-country on thurs.
SARANYA