.Friday, July 10, 2009 ' 10:42 PM Y
Just fake it all;
School is so mundane zomg. Oh, i mean MOONDANE (as pronounced by rosalind ). I want to go back to the old seating arrangement, sigh. Rachel, you owe me story! Everytime i turn behind, i see rachel's blur or stone face and expression and i'll turn back and laugh. And shixian would give me that 'are you mad' look. Well, but no one can beat shixian. She will think of smth random and funny, and she will just laugh out loud. Even in between lessons. And she loves spamming my inbox. She tries to immitate my cool snorts, but she always fails. She is weird, she is a pervert and we just tend to be a bad pair when it comes to practicals. HAHA, today's chem practical was such a horror.
Our relationship has become very..i dont know how to describe it. Since that night, when you sent me that particular msg, i had a feeling that i couldnt confide in you any more. Cant bring myself to tell you everything hoping that you'll make me feel better when i can never make you feel better. I'm sorry. I hope you are okay. Oh well :/ But, everything's still the same. You're still my _ _ _. Always will be(:
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Disappointed, very. It was very easy to trust you in the beginning. But no longer any more. Totally lost all the trust and faith in you :/ It hurts, bad.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN PING, TALL ONE(:
SARANYA