I'm glad i finally know who you really are.
I will never ever make such silly mistakes anymore.
Got to move on, saranya.
No point holding on forever.
Thanks for all the happiness, mini surprises, sorrow and tears.
Thanks for the memories.

I'm really sick and tired of this.
Just because i dont open up to you and tell you how i really feel, dont assume stuff alright.
It isnt nice.

I really dont know when i am supposed to trust you, and when i am not supposed to.

All i want to do now, is to get out of ___.
Damn badly.

I am very annoyed now.
Damn it.

Something random.

peyling/. says:
yesssss my blog so smexy and hot
your blog so smexy and hot too
cause my name over there made it heat up
rdiation u know
transmission of heat!

Think before you speak; says:
okay i know your science very good lah!
haha

peyling/. says:
thats my point hahaha
glad you're not slow alr
u level up alr !!



Peyling ahhh! Get a life can.
Tsk.

HAHAHAHAHHA OHGOD SHIXIAN!!
You are really damn hilarious.
I laughed for damn long non stop when i read your recent msg.
Haha, funny funny.
Firstly you tell me so many things.
Then you tell me things i shouldnt know.
You are cool man.
And i just thought of you laughing for fun and imagined your expression and i laughed to myself again.
Ohmy, a post just about you!

And you convince yourself by saying;
gonna be okay.

Ever met anyone who is very mean and loves bullying you though you are so nice to her?
But who can also be very sweet and nice at times?
Haha, go to 2H and look for someone with a black shoe who is so skinny; she'd evaporate anytime.
Haha(:

Skinny stick's annoying but nice.
Haha.
Yeah la tall, you touched me(x
Learnt to be nice from me right?
Yupyup, i know!
Haha, tea brain!

Naiduuu, must come school tmr!
I have pizza, with your fav stuff in it(:
Dont fall sick pleaaase ):
Oh and i doubt you know it, but you totally changed my mood today.
By going all crazy, singing songs with your own lyrics and being as funny as usual.
Haha, thank youuu(:

Someone cheated my feelings twice today.
Damn sad ):

Why is CT2 so near?
I dont like it. Really dont. Sigh.

CK, be happy alright.
I assure you, there are benefits which will show soon.
Jiayou(:

Only if i could tell you;
It'll never be.

Random.

Skinny stick's a meano who likes beano and wantes to eat creamo.
Start eating more okay, if not you'll be floating in the air sometime soon.
Haha!
And sleep earlyyyy, zomg.
Naughty kid.
You finally learnt to smile(: YAY.

I miss baby.
Havent talked to you for long ):
Really want to go back to the old seating arrangement.
Sigh.
Then can laugh to myself watching you sleep!
And haha! You sound cute on pa system!

I like history lessons now, no idea why though.
Lessons have been great the past 2 days!
Maybe cause i feel awake.
COmmunity singing today was..Yup really insensitive :/
Ndp training tmr.
I want fancy ):

Someone's singing over the phone now.
If i faint anytime soon, you know who the cause of it is.
-faints

I dont know how to do a chem question and i am getting irritated but i want to figure it out.
Sigh.

To the someone who broke down in front of me recently;
you still looked cute in the cartoon way when you cried!
Haha, cheer up! (:
Sorry about that alright.

Stay strong.
Eat granola bar because it gives you energy!
(: HAHA.

Sorry, you.
I thought for a very long time, before deciding.


/edited

Blogger's being irritating.
The page looks so weird so i have no mood to reply tags though i wanted to.
School has been :/

Anyw, JIAYOU FOR TMR OKAYY(:
And you, dont stone ah pls.
Cheer up okay(:

Pretend.
Put on your happy face.
Self denial.

Yaye, finally managed to log in.

I recieved a letter from someone recently. I almost passed it to __ thinking it was for her, since i am their messenger. Haha. But well, it was for me! Hmm, rather shocked. Everytime i read it, i try to think of a solution, but nothing comes to my mind. But no matter what, i'll still try my best to help kay? Till then, hang on and strive kay(: Come on man, it's strong you!

Why make me do smth that i really love and miss in a way that i hate and will soon dread.
I dont want to stop.
I dont want to hate it.
Especially because of you.

DeeKayBee's a really nice person(x
I was reading through her letters and she was talking about __. But she still said, 'but you are my first love yea' HAHAH so cute.
And haha, this is the best.
She asked me for permission to emo. Best man you.
You rock man, seriously(:

Ever loved someone so much without a reason? Without talking much to the person. Knowing and not liking the person's character. Ever before?
It sucks.

Jogging tmr, like finally!(:
Oops, i dont feel like replying tags now.
Haha.

Hur, i cannot upload the video ):
Sad.

School again tmr.
Dont know why i have been dreading it so much recently :/

This week's going to be another boring week.
English oral, olevel mt listening, EXTRA MATH LESSON, trainings and SYF outreach event.
Hmm, cant wait for sat.
Hope we can watch happy potty(:
yaye.

Shixian's really amusing. Very. She is a very hardcore (haha) cyber stalker. It's really scary. What's worse; she is 10 times worse than Rosalind. Tsk. She stares at me whenever i read. She cannot play the 'dont blink' game. She is an irritating weirdo who is..irritating! Haha. Hey, be honoured your name is mentioned kay. haha.

Sukaa gave me a new name 'super sonic shitter saranya'
HAHA wth.

Yesterday was quite interesting. Played see saw omg, after how many years!! But i screamed non-stop because tianqi went so fast, i got really scared. Played at random playgrounds outside school and i came to a conclusion that Rosalind and i are one of the most major losers who are scared of every single thing. Quite sad actually ): But it's okay la, at least i feel comforted knowing that there's someone like me. HAHA. And i realised that tianqi's a big fat pig and we both cannot make decisions fast.

I miss spending proper time with two people ): whom i talk to almost everyday though. Haha.

I shall post a really really cool video of a really really uncool person tonight.
And maybe, if i feel like, i shall reply tags.
Oh btw, my tagboard has been badly polluted by just one tag from someone who likes tying her hair like an ahma! Haha.

I want to go cycling now.
Can some people please wake up?

When you're forced to pretend like everything's fine;


I just typed one whole paragraph but i deleted it because of someone's message.
Hurr. But that message was very funny; i felt much better(: Thank you.
Well anyw, what's the point huh.
Sigh.


Alright, jiayou for tmr people(:
Really cant stop -
Oh well.

Training tmr(:
Something to look forward to, finally.
Yaye yoo woohoo!

Ended up in ttsh after school today.
tskkk.

Something random.
Rosalind: -snorts
Rosalind: Omg yay, i finally snorted!
Saranya: -_-

Someone cut her fringe and she looks cute, haha.
Really.
And must wear big shirt tmr kay?
(:

SOMEONE IS BEING FREAKING ANNOYING NOW, OMG.
ohwell, there goes your book, into the bin my dear(:
Hoho.

it'll never be.
never.
doubt i can take it.

Feeling it tear away;
I need to get through school tmr.
I will.

It is impossible, really.
Cant believe i'm saying this.
I'm tired of __.
very.

Never thought, i would ever feel this way.

2 of my sister's friends are at my house now.
And zomg, i really really cannot stop laughing.
I started laughing even before they entered my house.
Sheesh, freaking funny.

Why did you say that? :/

Okay i shall be a good girl and pack my bag now and watch message in a bottle.
Please kill me for doing that, really.
Bye.

Think about how others feel.
It's easy for you to say it, but ever thought about how you would feel if you were in her place?
Please do, if you havent.
Cause it isnt easy.

I just finished watching the movie.
I like it, a lot.

/edited

I am really sorry, for being so useless.
You will never admit it, but i know.
All i can say is, cheer up my dear.
(:

It is quite funny and surprising how you are the one who knows everything about that.
Why, i dont know.

You thought i could not.
Well, i too thought i could not.
In fact, i really cant
There isnt a single day that goes past without me ___.
But i just have to pretend that i can;
In the hope that i really will be able to, soon.

I shall continue watching a walk to remember now.
Goodnight.

You never fail to say this, never.
I'm tired of defending cause i know, to you, you are right.
And you think that you've understood me well enough.
But sorry, you have not.
Not a single bit.
To start with, you think that i'm a very open person.
Hah, what a joke.

There you go again; pretence
Off to meet Ang Swee Wen.

Just fake it all;

Peyling is making me go mad just by talking to me.
Oh god, i would have gotten high blood pressure if i continued.
Haha, SUCH AN EGO STICK.
Well, she does look like a stick anyw(x

I am very scared for someone who is slowly turning mad.

I want to give you your letter, but you are not letting me ):

Thank you for cheering me up(:

Btw, i like using 'you'.

Well, life still goes on.
Enjoy while you can.

That's life.
Nothing lasts forever right;
Heh

We are sitting according to register order now, thanks to h1n1.
I cant hear stories from rachel.
I cant laugh to myself seeing rachel sleep (oops, haha! )
):
shixian is next to me now and she is really funny.

Results out.
Sigh.

Heyhey you, cheer up okay(:
please do.

Everyone's being damn mean to me today ):

Tag replies-

Dhivya : Nothing to say, haha. Okay, hello sweet chocolate! Miss me abit more, and see you on tuesday(: haiz, results. Eheh! I miss sleeping on the bus during olj and fighting with you over songs ):

Yujie : It is not funny okay! Only the picture's very funny. And yup, sadly we always dont have mood for geog. But, it's over man! :D

Kishen : See, you admitted it! Which means you missed me. Haha, admit it or else i'll really post that pic of you on fb! Haha.

Theresa : Hello funny one. Tehlian's so cool la, please! And her elmo shirt is so cuteee. Abit unlike her. Hahaha! Okay i can imagine the expression she would give when she sees this. Oh btw, what is for lunch tmr? (:

Rachel : You are missing today ): why! Sleep early tmr ah! Dont fall asleep, then wake up, sleep again, wake up and sleep AGAIN! Haha, but dont worry la. I'll wake you up kay(: Hope you are okay. And i hope you asked..

Rosalind : HELLO! Shut up okay. haiyooooo! I know you love Mg SO4 alot la. Please stop whining now! Ohmy. I'm typing really slowly now btw(:

I suddenly remembered the time when i dedicated a song to someone.
Dont know if i should laugh or cry.
Haha.

isnt it sad;
when someone you used to be your everything is beoming a nobody now?

Watched ice age 3 yest. Rather lame, but quite funny. I would rather have watched transformers, seriously. But i agreed to watch ice age 3 to make 2 little kids (one whose damn whiny and another who is funny shit ), happy. Someone almost lost her wallet and she whined non stop. Zomg, felt like throwing her into the bin. Haha, but we found it(:

Yujie says:
have you ever looked unmad?!
And then a hero comes along, says:
YES!
SARANYA says:
HAHA YAY, YUJIE!
And then a hero comes along, says:
UNLIKE COUGHSYUJIECOUGHSANDSARANYACOUGHS
SARANYA says:
yeah right, who thinks that rosa's the maddest and most-silly person?
And then a hero comes along, says:
):
SARANYA says:
-RAISES HAND UPHIGH!
Yujie says:
ME!
SARANYA says:
yay!

-

Saranya, loves MgO ttm (: says:
-ignores
Rosalind, loves Mg SO4 ttm.(: says:
-snorts
Yujie says:
wth i forgot!
Saranya, loves MgO ttm (: says:
it zis good
Yujie says:
OMG YOU KNOW! IT RHYMES! ignores,snorts,wth i forgot!

Forced to unlock my blog.
Naughty girls.
):

Life isnt easy.
But thank god for the people around me, i am able to go through it all.

Thank you DKB, for being the biggest idiot for not letting me read your blog. But being such a sweet pig who is always so excited to hear my voice.
Thank you Disciple, for being an idiot tonight, but always being there to listen to all my stories and helping me.
Thank you Baby, for being such a sleepyhead, but always caring so much, doing funny things and making me happy.
Thank you Squadmates, for being unique in your own ways, and talking crap to make me laugh.
Thank you Granola bar, for always entertaining me with your lameness and helping me with my studies.
Thank you ____, for caring so much and always wanting to do your best to help.
Thank you manymany, all!

This is a very random post.
Just felt very grateful towards you people.
(:
There are supposed to be a few more names up there. But, ohwell.


Cheer up, you.
:D

Goodnight.
Stand through the pain.

Disciple just said smth and and my mouth was wideopen for 30secs.
Cant believe it.
Okay anw, dont be bothered by __.
Not worth you know.
Come on, cheer up(:

STILL PLAYING THE IGNORING GAME.
Bet you will lose tmr. Hoho!
Not going to give you letter till..youknowwhat.
(:

put on a smile, and pretend.
That's life.

A proper update today i guess.
Since some people keep pestering me to update. Tsk.

MYEs ARE OVERRR :D Oh, the joy. Last paper was yesterday. Had macs breakfast with those taking pure geog or hist, then we sat outside kfc for about 2 hours i think and we just stoned, slept and whined. Something rather funny happened there. Met theresa after her lit paper then we went to vivo. Waited for a few more people then we ate at subway, after so long! Heard smth when i was there. Shocked, very sad. Sigh, that's life. Okay anyway, then we went to skypark (as usual) and slacked. Took pictures (all on fb), did silly things, talked crap, laughed alot; good way to spent my time after myes(: Thank you squadmates; whoever who came!

I was supposed to watch transformers today, but since someone woke up so late and also cause dhivya couldn't make, i didnt watch it ): Wanted to go swimming with tq, but didnt. Sigh, bored.

Someone said something by accident yesterday. I was quite angry at first, but soon it made me feel damn sad. Sometimes, i feel it is best to keep some things with myself alone or manybe share it with just a few of my friends. I regret. Regret telling. I'm sorry.

I cant think now. So goodbye.

it's a mixture of horrible feelings that cannot be described and it disturbing ttm.
hate this.

saranya says:
ohgod you're funny ttm
RACHEL says:
why?
whats ttm?
to talk melons
saranya says:
to the max
RACHEL says:
oh cool
saranya says:
HAHAHAH, YOU ARE PROVING IT NOW

Rachel, you rock.
My smelly socks(:
Haha, funny tiny winy thingy.
wth, haha okay.